So, I know I shouldn't put this online, but it's time to get stuff off my chest.
I no longer live with my parents and it's difficult. Now, don't get me wrong Theo is a fantastic boyfriend, but I think I need a mom day.
I need him to tell me his emotions.
I almost feel stressed to the max! I just wish I could understand why though.
I really just want to break down and cry but what will that do?
Not a damn thing.
Oh, i'm sorry if you don't like the fact I curse in my blogs. I'll try to keep it to a minimum.
I need to stop smoking cigarettes. It's such a nasty habit.
I feel completely broken yet I feel whole.
I don't know where i'm at in my thoughts. I feel kinda numb.
Anybody feel like that? Drown in your own thoughts to the point you ignore whoever and whatever so you don't have to talk about it.
I want to. Yes. No. Maybe? Probably not a good idea.
Sometimes I feel at peace with my mind. Other times I feel like I could kill and be fine with that too.
Am I losing my mind? Probably.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Can I give up yet?
I know this post is disoriented but so are my thoughts.
Forgive me?
I like rave music. That's the only that I know has changed.
I want a better relationship with my dad. I just don't know how to go about that. Nobody reads this anyways.
Well. I don't know. I'm done.
